My Colombian War or Seeing Like a State

My Colombian War: A Journey Through the Country I Left Behind

Author: Silvana Paternostro

“Intimate, emotion-saturated portrait . . . the flavors and the colors are vivid . . . [A] compelling picture of contemporary Colombia and the roots of its problems . . . a gift for the rest of us.”—William Grimes, The New York Times

Growing up in the coastal city of Barranquilla, Colombia, Silvana Paternostro enjoyed a privileged childhood, a comfortable existence marred only briefly by fleeting encounters with the social inequalities and burgeoning drug trade that threatened the country’s security. Soon, however, these shadowy threats intensified, boiling over into the most violent, most protracted, and most misunderstood civil war of our time.

In My Colombian War, Paternostro, now an acclaimed reporter, journeys back to the place where her family and closest friends still live, weaving authentic experience into a history of this ongoing conflict. Drawing on interviews with family members, rebel and paramilitary leaders, and a singular young American marine named Charlie, Paternostro portrays all sides of the conflict. Blending superb reportage with poignant personal stories, she offers a stunning, comprehensive narrative of Colombia’s complicated past and present.

The New York Times - William Grimes

Toward the end of My Colombian War Silvana Paternostro hits on the perfect Spanish word to express her sense of dislocation. She is desubicada, which she translates as "difficult and kind of ridiculous, and always out of place." It shows, even to her family. "The stork dropped her in the wrong country," her father says. For a journalist it sometimes helps to be a little ridiculous and out of place. Alienation imparts a sense of urgency to Ms. Paternostro's intimate, emotion-saturated portrait of the homeland with which she cannot come to terms, a sentimental journey undertaken after decades living in the United States and working as a journalist in New York. Her confusion, and her often astounding ignorance of her own country, ends up being an asset, as she reconnects with her family and tries to sort out how Colombia developed into an international Wal-Mart for cocaine and marijuana, and a world leader in several major crime categories, including murder and kidnapping.

The Washington Post

The picture of Colombia presented here is so deracinated that one keeps turning the pages with incredulity. Her reportage is lax, but Paternostro does have a gift for drama and for bringing quirky characters to life. The story of Charlie, the American marine who goes to Colombia to kill drug traffickers with his own hands, is frightening and heartrending. Paternostro might want to try her hand at writing fiction next. When she empathizes with the characters she meets on the road, she captures both the foolishness and the beauty of even the most flawed individuals.

Publishers Weekly

In this disjointed memoir, Paternostro describes her return to war-torn Colombia, which she left in the 1970s as a teenager. A member of a wealthy, landholding family, Paternostro attended American schools and universities and made a career in the U.S. as a journalist, while giving little thought to the country she left behind. Yet the crises of cocaine and civil war draw her professional attention and an assignment from the New York Timesallows her to return to her coastal hometown of Barranquilla. Once there, she discovers how much her conservative family's life of privilege is at odds with her own romantic left leanings, and how the danger of being kidnapped is only matched by her countrymen's refusal to acknowledge the civil war around them. All the elements are in place for a fascinating story and yet the memoir lacks essential clarity. Although Paternostro addresses various aspects of Colombian history, she doesn't illuminate them to any great depth, and the lack of a narrative through-line leaves the book adrift. Revealingly, Paternostro writes: "I go around without contact lenses; that way I cannot see too much. I think otherwise I would not be able to smile, to talk, to sleep, to stay here." Ultimately, the author's decision not to see clearly leaves the reader as confused as she is. (Sept.)

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Kirkus Reviews

A Colombian-born journalist returns to her homeland in an attempt to reconcile her own past and her country's chaotic present. Paternostro (In The Land of God and Man: Confronting Our Sexual Culture, 1998), a reporter and senior fellow at the World Policy Institute, turns her pointed journalistic skills inward to examine her own identity in the larger context of her roots in Colombia, a place revealed here as "a beautiful country with an awful history and a terrible present." Although the author left the country in the turbulent 1980s, her identity now as much American as Latin, Colombia haunts her as she stares every morning at a map and imagines it as a corporal entity, assigning a divided body part to each of the country's disparate regions. Paternostro takes assignments that suit her "personal inquisition," traveling to each region to pursue stories of kidnapping, drug-running and the politics of rebellion. These, however, are mostly missions of convenience, as the author adopts the subjects of her stories for comparison against her own experiences of the country. The voices that emerge-ranging from an American soldier in the drug war who goes native, to the everyday citizens who have learned to accept gunfire and kidnapping as a part of life-are vivid and compelling characters in the author's introspective history. There is something of a dichotomy between the Paternostro's remembrances of her fortunate childhood as the daughter of an acclaimed economist and her reportage of the country's violent civil war. Because of that split, her overarching themes occasionally become muddled by the accounts of current events. Yet her poetic descriptions of the country's cultural conventions andfractured consciousness do much to enliven her account of a Colombian war that is, in the end, "brutal, sad, incoherent, and rarely resolved." While some of these labels certainly apply to segments of the book, its graceful melancholy and conscientious reporting elevate it beyond the customary journalist's memoir. A conflicted memoir of bodegas, bullets and a country tearing itself apart from within.

Table of Contents:

The Maps     1
Book 1
Miami International Airport, May 2002     21
Shelter Island, June 1999     29
Barranquilla, August 2001     41
Seeing You Again     45
My Birthmark     54
The Rebel Years     64
Making Plans as a Journalist     72
Researching My Story     80
Tricky, Tricky     88
Asking the Tough Questions     96
Kidnapping, Inc.     103
Running in Riomar     107
The Best in All the Land     112
High Times in Barranquilla     120
Need Help from Allegra     133
Book 2
Who Is She?     147
My Grandmother Explains Kidnappings     157
Memory Threads of El Carmen     165
Ma Cris and Her Cousin Describe a World of Peace     172
Guillermo's Terrace     183
Juana's Smell     196
Agustin Explains the Rules     200
Seeing You Again, September 10, 2001     206
Body Language     224
Book 3
How Did I End Up Here?, March 2002     241
Meeting the Rebels     254
Wrong Music     262
Can't Stay Away, Miami, May 2003     270
Needing to Report Again     277
Our Colombian War     290
Epilogue     299
Bibliography     306
Acknowledgments     309
Index     311

Go to: Desperation Entertaining or Pig Perfect

Seeing Like a State: How Certain Schemes to Improve the Human Condition Have Failed

Author: James C Scott

In this wide-ranging and original book, James C. Scott analyzes failed cases of large-scale authoritarian plans in a variety of fields. He argues that centrally managed social plans derail when they impose schematic visions that do violence to complex interdependencies that are not -- and cannot be -- fully understood. Further the success of designs for social organization depends on the recognition that local, practical knowledge is as important as formal, epistemic knowledge. The author builds a persuasive case against "development theory" and imperialistic state planning that disregards the values, desires, and objections of its subjects. And in discussing these planning disasters, he identifies four conditions common to them all: the state's attempt to impose administrative order on nature and society; a high-modernist ideology that believes scientific intervention can improve every aspect of human life; a willingness to use authoritarian state power to effect large-scale innovations; and a prostrate civil society that cannot effectively resist such plans.

Washington Monthly - Gideon G. Rose

James C. Scott's book Seeing Like a State is an important and powerful work that deserves to be read by anyone interested in large-scale public planning. . . . Among the book's virtues are its lucid style, deep learning, and wide range of fascinating cases.

London Review of Books - Paul Seabright

...Scott is definitely in storytelling mode...[M]any ironies...suggest that Scott's portrait of the failures of systematic knowledge is too simplified...

The New York Times Book Review - John Gray

The 20th century has seen many grand schemes for improving the human condition....In what must be one of the most profound and illuminating studies of this century to have been published in recent decades -- Seeing Like a State -- James C. Scott contends that these apparently disparate experiments exemplify a single body of ideas.